Now, I must admit that I don’t like Wordpres,, I didn’t like it from the first day I made this blog… so I made a new on..

http://o0sophia0o.blogspot.com/

I have lots and lots to fix there…

but u can take a look if u want

bbye

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U !!!!

And happy new LONELY year for me… yes, yes, that’s the truth: I’m lonely !! Far away from home, family and friends.. I’m feeling bad.. Here are some reasons..

• I wanted to be at home during the holidays but didn’t find a flight
• I miss my family sooooo much :’(
• I had a fight with my sister on the phone
• I have been studying every single day from morning to night during 2 weeks!
• It’s cooooold! -10 Celsius today!!
• I have exams on monday
• My mobile is broken! And I gotta go and seek for a new one

Finally, I’m fed up being single!

But, while I’m waiting for the perfect one, I can always watch this handsome guy and hope to find someone like him

Does anyone know where to find him?

Merry x-mas and happy new year to all of u!

Well, I know that most of u don’t celebrate christmas, if not all of u!  Happy new year then!

I, myself haven’t started celebrating christmas until last year when I moved to Sweden… and it’s of course a little bit different life here, even if my mum is swedish and the fact that we’ve always had a different style of life… I don’t feel 100% adapted yet! There are so many things that are so different and that doesn’t match with my princips..

well,. I have my exams soon and I have made a programme to study 3 chapters a day, but it was too difficult, so now I have to be happy if I finish 1 chapter a day ! :/

I thought I’d find a trip to Tunisia during winter holidays, so I’ll be at home to celebrate my siblings birthdays (yes! both of them are born in December! ) , eat some birthday cakes and just see the family! but as usual, my plans went to hell! There wasn’t any flights from my city to Tunisia and the only flights that were avaiable were soooooo damn expensive.. so I broke down into tears when I realised that : This will be another lonely cold winter

But it’s all fixed now, or it’s a little bit better… in fact, I’m going to visit my mother’s family tomorrow and have a nice christmas celebration with them..

I’m sooo tired…

Bye for now.. Take care

HEEEEELP PLZ!

I’m at my first year at university and as u know we have many group works and such stuff… Well,, the problem is that this friday I’ll have to do a power point presentation in front of the whoooole class and the teacher and worst of all: They have choosen a HUGE class tp do the presentation in, so we’ll feel like if we were in front of 1000000 ppl :S   I’m so so so so woooorried.. olz can anyone help me and give me some advice if u have been throughthis situation before. I’m so afraid because I know that when I’m stressed up it shows and my voice has a tendence to be very shaky and it really feels horrible! :S  

Hugs and kisses

IT WAS FANTASTIC! everything went as I wanted or even better! I didn’t seem nervous at all and we were one of the best groups! I’m so proud !

فجّرت الممثّلة التونسية المعروفة ليلى الشابي قنبلة بتصريحها بأنّ ابنتها التي شاركت في برنامج “ستار أكاديمي” عادت مريضة إلى تونس؛ بسبب “اختبار في مدى الإقبال على ممارسة الجنس”، فيما نفى مصدر رسمي من البرنامج صحّة ما ذكرته الممثلة.

وقالت ليلى الشابي -في تصريحات لعدد من الصحف التونسيّة هذا الأسبوع، من بينها صحيفة “الشروق” اليومية- إنّ “ابنتي عادت مريضة، بعدما حاولوا اختبارها في مدى إقبالها ورغبتها في ممارسة الجنس بأنواعه”.

وأضافت “تصوّروا رولا سعد تسألها ماذا ستفعلين مع ولد في بيت بمفردكما؟ ما يُثير فيك غرائز؟ هل مارست الجنس وهل تُمانعين في ذلك؟ هل أنت مستعدّة لنزع ثيابك أمام الكاميرا؟ هل أحببت شبانا وهل تحبّين ممارسة الجنس معهم؟”.

وتساءلت الفنّانة “أهكذا نربّي أبناءنا؟”، مضيفة أن ابنتها ردّت على رولا سعد بأنّها لم تأت من أجل مثل هذه الأشياء، وأنّها ليست مستعدّة للاستحمام مع شبّان.

وأضافت ليلى أن رولا طلبت من ابنتها أن تغني “الواوا”، بدلا من أن تختبرها في أم كلثوم أو غيرها.

وفي تصريح لموقع mbc.net، قالت ليلى الشابي “ليست ابنتي وحدها من تعرّضت لمثل هذه الاختبارات الغريبة، فقد حدثتني العائدات معها في المطار بأمور كثيرة لا يمكن أن نقبلها البتّة”.

وعادت ابنة الممثلة التونسيّة منذ أسبوع إلى تونس، بعد مشاركة فاشلة في برنامج “ستار أكاديمي”.

من جانبه، ردّ مصدر رسمي في برنامج “ستار أكاديمي” على تصريحات ليلى الشابي بقوله إنّ “كلّ ما قيل على لسان الممثلة التونسية ادعاء باطل يخفي ربّما صدمتها؛ إذْ لم يقع قبول ابنتها للتصفيات النهائيّة”.

وقالت سناء إسكندر مديرة المكتب الإعلامي للبرنامج “”إنّنا نستغرب ردّ فعل كهذا من ممثّلة واعية ومثقّفة”.

وتابعت “لن نناقش اليوم بعد 5 مواسم ناجحة جدّا من برنامج ستار أكاديمي طبيعته، ولسنا بهذه الوضاعة لنحُثّ أبناءنا على الجنس”.

لكنّ المتحدّثة قالت إنّ هناك “اختبارا نفسيّا يحمل سؤالا عن الجنس وهو: هل سبق أن مارست الجنس؟”.

وتعقيبا على ردّ مسؤولة المكتب الإعلامي للبرنامج، قالت ليلى الشابي -لموقع mbc.net- إنّها “لم تختلق شيئا من خيالها، فالمشاركون يعرفون صدق ما ذكرته لي ابنتي. والسؤال الخاص بالجنس ليس سؤالا واحدا”.

وأضافت أنّ “ابنتي الآن مريضة وأنا لا أرى سببا لكي ينكر مسؤولو البرنامج حقيقة ما يتلقّاه منهم المشتركون”.

وتابعت “لست وحدي من عرف حقيقتهم وقناة “الجرس” تكلّمت قبلي. فأنا تحدّثت كأمّ حتّى تعرف كلّ أم الحقيقة”.

وأوضحت أنه “ليست لدي أي مشكلة شخصيّة مع البرنامج. وأنا لم أسع لصنع ضوضاء حول البرنامج. أنا فقط أردت الإنارة”.

يذكر أن فكرة البرنامج المعروف بنسخ عديدة عالميا، تقوم على جعل مجموعة من الشبان والشابات الذين يحلمون بأن يصبحوا نجوم غناء، يعيشون معا تحت أنظار الجمهور حتى يتم تحديد الفائز منهم.

mbc.net

-–> So, what do u guys think about this? Personally, I’m completely sick of the whole programme! I HATE IT,I HATE IT, I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was a big fan of it in the beginning, but last year I understood everything! When the guy from Saudi Arabia “suddenly” decided to leave the programme when it was only 10 days left for the end! And the more starnge was that he was the more likely to win if he stayed, but he didn’t want to stay… After the academy, he and his mother were interviewed by many magasines and that’s how the truth came up! The poor guy was malnutrished, was beated 3 times(!!!!!) by another guy in the academy and everything was recorded but Rola Saad didn’t do anything.. The ppl were getting injections without being told about the content! Manipulations of the votes and many many other strange things were happening…. and last thing was the swimming pool and the conyract in which the girl signed that they will wear swimsuits !…

I don’t understand how people still can pay money and encourage this stuff by voting! Well, you can always watch it if you want, but don’t vote!!!

That’s all for now.. I’m still in schock about this and the iraqui man that threw his shoes on Bush.. but I’ll take that later..

Tell me about ur opinins …

Take care

HI all nice ppl !

Right now, I was going to search for some nice pics on my mobile to post them on my blog,,, AND GUESSS WHAT!! I found a missed call from the baaaaaaank! So I called back and he told me that he would really want me to practise at this bank but the problem is the financial crisis, and he told me to call him back in february I’m so happy that I did a good impression !! oh my God! I thought that I did SO bad that he didn’t even want to contact me!!! I really was feeling like I’d never get a job in my whole life and that I’ll do a horrible impression on everyone I’d meet!…. OMG ! I saw my whole life in black, and now I’m happy again

Yesterday, at night, while I was trying to sleep, I couldn’t!! I turned right, left, many many times on and on again, but with no result! I looked at the clock and it was 00:56 ! I have been lying there in 3 hours without being able to sleep! What I hate this situation! I felt that my heart wa beating very very fast and I felt terrible… And the problem was that I couldn’t figure out why I wasn’t able to sleep! I’ve heard that if you can’t sleep, there’s no meaning with lying in your bad and feeling bad. It’s betteer to wake up and do something else and then go back to the bed and try to sleep again. But I was thinking :”Why can’t I sleep? what’s wrong with me?” and finally I remembered that I did drink Nescafé at 20:00 !! And I thought:” How crazy can I be!! How could I do this!”. I really forgot about that coffee doesn’t allow u to sleep! The problem is that I bought a new type of coffee, it’s coffee with caramel and of course I couldn’t wait to the morning to drink it! well.. I’ve learned from that too…. So children, DON’T DRINK COFFEE AT A LATE TIME ! 

GUILTY !! SHAME ON YOU!

 The victim (Me)….Hint: My glasses are purple with diamonds on the sides !

My cat Maja (it’s pronounced “Maya”)

In my room

Late at niiiiiiight!

al 3elmo noor !

Hello everybody ! How are u doing ? Hope everything is allright!

Well, today I was gonna tell about what’s happening in my little world right now…

Well, at this moment, I’m sitting in my room, in front of the PC .. very smart !.. no,.. To be honest I’ll tell u that I’m a little bit worried…

I think that I’ve told u before that I’m studying economics and this is my first year at university. My programme is including a trainee job for 10 weeks per year. Yes, it sounds cool! That’s what I thought in the beginning. I thought that the college will give each student a trainee job, but in reality it was a little bit more complicated !

First of all, every student has to find his own trainee place! This means that every one should call around to different companies and banks and ask to do a trainee job there… so far everything is ok… BUT! now we come to the economy crisis ! All the companies have terrible problems right now and are fighting not to get under. Thousands of workers have lost their jobs… and now I’m coming to a company and ask them to work for them… sounds irrational !

Even the teacher that is suposed to help us find trainee job is confused! he told us that he hasen’t slept well  in many weeks.. He is worried about how to help us.. but in fact, He’s hopeless!

I live in front of a big bank, so I thought that I would take the chance and go there to ask for a trainee place… I was really stressed up! Even when I called to ask for a meeting, I felt like my hands were shaking, my heart was beating very fast and I was fighting to not let my voice sound nervous.. Well, it took some time before I could talk to their boss because he was always busy. But finally, I could talk to him and he told me that I could come next thursday.

So, I fixed my CV, tried to find sth interseting to say about myself and I thought that I was prepared for the meeting.

Thursday came, I was supposed to be there at 10:00 am… I was there 10:03 …the first mistake!

He was surely thinking of me being late cos when I came he was already out of his office and he said: “There you are!”

Ok…Then we shook hands and I watched him in the eyes and told him my name.. This was probably the only right thing I did!

In his office I started to stress out :S :S … When I begun talking I was sounding so confident, but then I forgot about looking him in the eyes which is VERY VERY important.. and then he started asking me about how I find life in Sweden and he asked me what plans I have for the future and I told him :”I WANT TO BE A MANAGER!” …and I could see how schocked he was about the answer ! ha ha well now I laugh about it, but I laugh about how stupid I can be… I mean I shouldn’t have shown too much self-confidence or too less.. something in the middle would have been perfect ! When they search an employee or a practicant they want someone with not too much prestige and self-confidence because a boss wants always to be the one who has the last word ! And he’ll never hire someone who wouldn’t look up to him…

Well… he told me that he will contact me in the beginnning of last week, but he didn’t! So right now, I did call him back, but they said at the bank that he was talking to a customer and they asked for my number but he didn’t call back..

I don’t have too much hope for this place, I think it’s obvious that hye doesn’t want me there, I’m just waiting for him now to call me and say that I didn’t get this place.

But I have to see it as a good experience, sop next time when I’ll have a job interview, I would hopefully show more self-confidence, but not too much ! And I would know more how to deal with the stress.

Well, to all of u out there who are seeking for jobs or even trainee jobs, i wish u all the best ! I know how hard it’s to find your first job, and I hope that no one would have to wait too much for it!

I’ll tell u more then as soon as I have news!

HUGS and KISSES ! 

Today has been a terrible day !

I’ve had headache the whole day and I didn’t think that it would be so serious hen I went to college in the morning, but when I was there I was struggeling not to fell asleep.. Even the teacher was looking starngly at me, my eyes were almost closed .. sounds fun but it was TERRIBLE!

BY the way: 3IDKOM MUBARAK !!!   ooooh ! I almost forgot about it, it’s very hard to remember everything when u don’t celebrate it far away from the family…

During those celebrations, I really feel that I’m far away from home and I would really really love to be home now.. but …

تجري الرياح بما لا تشتهي السفن

That’s it !

Is there anyone far away from ur family and country ? I would like to ask u how ur doing during religious celebrations

I’m trying to do my best of the situation, I mean I can’t buy a sheep and kill it (murder ).. but I can send SMS to all of my family and wish them 3id mubarak. The same thing at Ramadhan, it doesn’t feel like ramadhan when people are eating around u, and it hurts me soo much to see that even arab people (not all of them, but the most of them) when they come to Europe, they forget all about their religion an culture… it’s a big disappointement ! But I hope that i’m doing all of my best and that I’ll always be the same person I’ve always been !

I think that if a place would change me and erase both my culture and religion, then I’ll consider myself as a person with NO PERSONALITY ! I hope that day would never come…

3ID MUBARAK TO ALL OF U AND UR FAMILIES AND THE MUSLIM WORLD !

Hi everybody !

Here comes some pics of my university The building was finshed this yer, so everything is newww

It’s really a nice place, I enjoy being here and I feel for studying

so, here it goes…